Thursday, August 21, 2014

A Return to Writing

This is my first time writing on this blog in a long time. A lot has changed in the past few years. I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt after wards I realized I want more of life and I cannot be a doctor I do not want to be a doctor. So I went and decided to pursue fashion design. Then left that because it didn’t feel right. I sat down one day and was like I need to write. So I started writing and stumbled across this wonderful piece, a stroke of genius which took me three days with no sleep to fully comprehend and write. This has turned into a 6 part book series which I will hopefully have published. One should be getting published this next spring. I am so in love with writing. It is my breath, life and passion. Never give up on your dreams, never give in to others, and never ever say die. Stand strong and face life through fire and flames, with your head down, and then you run. Blazing a trail for others. There is this quote that says something like, if the road you travel is easy and smooth it means this was someone else trail. Veer off and say this is my dream, this is my life, my breath, my heart, my flame, my muse, my passion. Never let your life go to a second hand dream. Choose to chase your heart, because we are all dead anyways. Why not make this life a ride! Seek adventure and passion in your dream. See the world a new, and be the one to change the world. Only people who try to change the world, change the world. Say why not! Someone has to be claim this dream, anyone can make it! Why can it not be me!? Chose to love life, and love romance, be a romantic and see the beauty in life. Why can you not attain your dream, we all can. For me, I am going to be a fiction writer and international teacher. I will write and read, I will enjoy every moment because each is precious.